I just had to share about facing your fear…here is my true story from Saturday.
I was having a great day, productive and getting all my stuff done by lunchtime, cooked cleaned, kitty spoiling, online work 2 hours, etc.Joe had gone for a motorbike ride with a friend to the hills, gidgeganup(not sure about spelling)
I was walking towards the kitty litter tray to clean it the end of our lounge near dack door, I fell straight onto my face and had my glasses on, fell on my forehead heard a crack, and my pinky on my left hand caught under my body crushed and bent.OUChhhh I screamed and as I got up blood spirted from my head in thick droplets then slashed all over my face. My finger was so sore and swollen instantly.
I turned and ran as fast as I could as the blood was everywhere, got to the bathroom, looked in the mirror and my whole face full of blood, I washed it off with much pain in my head and grabbed a towel to try and stop the bleeding, my eyes were blurry wanted to pass out but kept saying out aloud “All is Good < I am Ok! Slowly relax get this done and all is good”! Meantime I was panicking inside as I was Alone. I tried to grab my phone and then I couldn’t see where were my glasses forgot they were on the floor bent, I tried and persisted a few times squinting to see the number for my husband Joe, he was on his bike and probably can’t hear the phone, I called in such anticipation and knew I had to ring Now, To my surprise and complete Joy he answered, 2 more minutes and he would have been back on his bike. Well, that’s a miracle if ever I thought! Then after putting the phone down, my friend texted me about my earlier text, he was a guiding light to keep me calm. The phone down and my bleeding just stopped all of a sudden, why? the cut was long and deep??? Another small miracle. I got my things ready for the emergency for when joe got home and cleaned a little of the blood around the house that was so prominent, I lay down on the couch near my kitty Matches who slept through the whole thing, mind you, he had OCD and on Pain killers. My other kitty Angelina sat by her food bowl and was looking unsure and wanted some food but I couldn’t move I was in shock now and couldn’t move.
I faced my fear with such adrenaline that Maybe it was divine divination, then as I thought about it, I knew it definitely was.
Its been 3 days, I have 4 stitches in my forehead, two black eyes, a very swollen and sore right pinkie, and pain all over, even though I am on strong pain killers for my 15 conditions with Autoimmunity. I am able to write this and tell my story..That’s another lovely Miracle. I am blessed to be here, it certainly could have been much much worse. I thank God every day for looking after me. And thank God for helping me face my fear.
This will go into my second book I am hoping to write in the near future.
I wanted to share with you Amanda because you are such an inspiration to me.
Love and light
Margie